Midnight - Sab, this is 4 u

Everything’s quiet at midnight.

The sky is dark, the streets are quiet. It’s as if someone has pressed the mute button and silenced the world for a mere few hours. At midnight the creatures of the night come out to play, hidden beneath the safety of darkness. They slink out into the open, waiting.

Secrets.

Secrets emerge from the darkest depths of the human soul and show themselves as bright as day underneath the stars and the moon and the dark sky.

Midnight is the time for teenagers to sneak in and sneak out. They tiptoe to their windows, hearts racing, pulse humming. They listen to the sounds of suspicious parents. Their hands shake with adrenaline, urging themselves to move forward. And when they’re certain of themselves, when they’ve gathered enough courage, they slip out into the darkness, becoming a creature consumed by night.

This is where our story begins. A teenage boy and a teenage girl, in love beyond belief but denied by their parents. They walk alone in the empty streets clutching each other closer than ever before. Their footsteps echo off the pavement and become louder and louder as the couple races off leaving the quiet houses and the quiet streets behind them.

The light of the moon shines on their faces and makes the mischievous gleam in his eyes glitter brighter than a million diamonds put together. His mysterious smirk tells of all the unholy things running through his mind.

The two slows their pace as soon as the masses of neighborhood houses fades behind them.

Catching her breath, she leans against the hood of a parked car and gives him her full attention. “What do we do now?”

“Whatever we want. Right now we’re free - free to do whatever the fuck we want.” His hand moves to cup the side of her jaw, skimming her cheek with his thumb. “It’s all about you and me tonight.”

She smiles at him as his lips grazes her ear. A cold gust of wind picks up stray pieces of garbage roaming the the empty streets. Wisps of hair fan out behind her and the red on the tip of her noise amplifies. His hands move down her arms and wrap themselves around hers. His lips tease hers with the softest amount of pressure. Her arms, still against her side, as her eyelids flutter against the tops of his cheeks.

“Please,” she whispers, her mouth itching to attach itself to his. His lips press into hers harder,  She groans and slides those thin little arms up that perfect waist and into the hair that was just as familiar as her own.

Lips connect, breaths mingle.

Always.

“Wait, Louis, w-we need to move bef-“

He shushes her with a hungry kiss, silencing any doubt she had in that complicated mind of hers.

“Didn’t you hear what I said? We can do anything tonight. No one’s in control of us now. There’s no one to tell us to stop.” He watches her with the sparkling brown eyes of his.

He was in love. The kind of love fairy tales were written about. The kind of love people died for.

“I love you so much more than I thought I would,” he murmurs. She doesn’t need to reply because her simple kiss and shining eyes say it all.

“Let’s go to our spot,” she says, dragging him away from the car and pulling him into the shadows. They walk the familiar route intertwining their hands and holding on as tightly as they can. They laugh, shoving each other like little two-year olds. This was how their relationship worked.

When they arrive at their desired destination, he helps her climb onto his shoulders to straddle the metal gate. The material of her pants catches in the wire for a few seconds before she wriggles it free. Once she pushes herself onto the other side she unlocks the gate and lets him step through. They glance behind their shoulders constantly, hoping to God their freedom would last just a minute longer. The secluded section of the park, right behind the bridge, was marked as their territory. The summer before he had carved their initials into as many trees around that spot as he could. It was a place they visited often; usually for more sweet reasons.

She rolls out the blanket she brought with her and lays it on the ground, subtly wet with early dew. He kicks his shoes off and lays down, ignoring her tugs and pulls on the blanket.

“I wasn’t done,” she whines. “The corners are all bent up!”

He rolls his eyes at her. “I’m not getting up.”

She gives up the effort of trying to pull the blanket from beneath his body and settles herself against his chest. They lay there, hearts beating evenly in synchronization as they stare up at the half-moon and starless sky.

“I don’t ever want to leave,” she sighs. “I don’t like being without you…”

He doesn’t let her see the pain in his eyes.

“I know,” he assures her.

A comfortable silence settles over them until he starts to hum her favorite song - Just Give Me A Reason. The melody was quite simple and sweet and left a strange taste in his mouth afterwards. He continued to hum to her, loving the way her eyes probed his face and her hands stroked his cheeks. Her touch was the only thing keeping him sane by this point.

The song finished and his voice faded into the quiet night air.

“One day,” he whispered to her. “One day I’m going to take you far away from here and then I’ll have you all to myself.”


AUTHOR'S NOTE: pertama yang 'sparkling brown eyes' itu gara" kebanyakan minum sparkling water. kedua, lagu favorit itu kupilih dengan saksama dan diselesaikan dengan tempo sesingkat"nya #apapula. Dan ini kubayangkan Sabrina umurnya 16 dan {nama pangerannya} 17. peace out yo 

Rock Over Diamonds

I was closing up the cafe tonight. Harry, my boyfriend came by and he said we needed to talk tonight. I didn’t know about what, but the way his body and face was tensed up I could tell it was going to be something bad. I quickly walked out of the cafe and locked the door. I ran all the way home instead of waiting for the bus. I had to know now…

I walked into Harry’s flat. He had given me a spare key.

“Harry!” I called. Harry came running out of the bedroom. Just then Louis walked into the flat.

“What the hell is going on?” Louis asked. Harry drew out a really long sigh.

“Sit.” He said to Louis and I. We sat down on the love seat and Harry sat down across from us in an arm chair. Harry was tensed up. He ran a hand through his perfect curls and he sighed again.

“Harry, babe, what is it?” I asked him.

“(Y/N) we don’t have that connection anymore…I’m sorry, but we can’t wok out anymore because I found someone else who made me happy. Someone who loved me a bit more” Harry said slowly.

“So you’re breaking up with me?” I asked him.

“Yes…and I’m sorry but I was cheating on you” Harry frowned at his words. The fact that Harry broke up with me didn’t hurt or make me want to cry. But the fact that he went out and cheated on me, basically played me, made me want to crawl under a rock. I stayed strong though, I wasn’t the crying type. I was the screaming type.

“Who did you cheat on me with?” I asked him curtly.

“(Y/N) I’m sorry-“

“WHO THE FUCK IS SHE!” I screamed at Harry. Harry got up and walked into the bedroom, a minute later he came out holding Eleanor’s hand. Louis stood up quickly.

“You disgusting bitch! If I didn’t fucking make you happy, why didn’t you just fucking tell me!” Louis shouted at Eleanor. Harry stepped up.

“Don’t. Call her. A bitch!” Harry raised his voice. I took a step to shield Louis.

“You both are disgusting human beings. It’s sad that we had to end like this, we could’ve been friends Harry, but that won’t work out because I fucking HATE YOU!” I yelled the last two words. Eleanor just stood there, clutching Harry’s hand. Harry went pale.

“Come on Lou, we don’t need this.” I grabbed Louis’ hand and before we left, Louis said “Harry mate, it’s a sad day when you two pick a rock over a diamond.” Louis slammed the door behind him and we walked away, both of us broken, torn.

*1 YEAR LATER*

One Direction was still intact, but Louis couldn’t stand the sight of Harry and Harry and Eleanor didn’t last long. Louis and I got closer because of the break up and we began going out. And to be honest, I loved Louis with every fiber of my being. He was everything I could ask for. Honest. Sweet. Funny. Romantic. He was my world and I was his.

One day I was sitting on the couch in Louis and I’s shared flat. Louis was out grocery shopping. There was a loud knock on the door. I answered and there stood Harry.

“I’m sorry (Y/N) I need you back.” He cried. I smiled at him sadly, pitying him.

“You Pick The Rock Over The Diamond” I said to him.

“And I pick the diamond over the rock.” I told Harry and I slammed the door shut. I loved Louis more than I ever loved Harry, because I knew I could trust my boo bear.


author's note:
IDK WHY I'M ACTUALLY CRYIN
STAY YOUNG:'(

Death by Drummer

Thump-Thump!
Goes your bass drum.
Like the relrntess
Pounding of my lovesick heart.

Rat-tat-tat!
Goes your snare drum.
Like a fragile bullets of hope
Piercing the cloud of pure nothingness that is me.

Crash! Bang! Crash!
Goes your cymbal
Like me very clumsily
Knocking over that row of folding chairs
Because you make me SO nervous

My heart skips a beat
and suddenly... STOPS!
Overwhelmed by the awesomeness that is you!
Give me a Liberty!
Or give me... DEATH by a drummer

Kepada ibu Sabrina Angelina, one-shot ketiga untuknya.

What A Change

I stood outside of class waiting for the teacher to come before lesson started. I looked around and saw Julian Jonathan staring at me. Great..I have maths with him. This is going to be one long lesson. he is the the most annoying boy in my year (In my opinion). All the girls love him but he likes to make my life a misery so I don’t like him. Well that’s what I act like, I act like I hate him but actually inside I can’t help but have tiny feelings for him, I don’t know why though.

The teacher came and we all made our way to our seats ready to start our work. I pulled out my phone and started texting my friend who was sitting across the room from me. I was in the middle of replying to the text when the teacher caught me.

“Urm Sabrina what are you doing on your phone in the middle of class?”The teacher asked taking my phone off me. “Ahh you have been texting Grace, Why don’t you come out here and read out your texts aloud for EVERYONE to hear”She said raising her eyebrows at me. I moaned before standing up and going to the front retrieving my phone from the teacher.

Uh Oh my texts to Grace were about my feelings for Julian, this is going to be awkward…Maybe I should lie and read out something else. Wait but I can’t Miss read the texts already, Damn.

“My first text to Grace said, Ergh we have Maths, great another lesson for Julian to annoy me”I looked up and saw Julian sit up in his seat with a smirk on his face because I was talking about him.

“She replied saying, Aww it can’t be that bad, at least he knows who you are. Even if it’s just because he is annoying you, it’s better than him not know who you are at all”I sighed and carried on.

“I text back saying, Yeah I guess. It gives me a reason to talk to him, even if it’s because I’m telling him to stop annoying me”I laughed at my text as I found it quite funny. I looked at the next text and suddenly became really nervous.

“The last text was from Grace saying “Oh come on, lighten up a little, you have had a crush on Julian for ages now, at least he knows who you are, not many people get to talk to their crush everyday”I looked up to see Julian’s smirk growing bigger.

“Right now that you’ve read out all your texts to Grace about your undying love for Julian you can sit down.”The teacher said. I rolled my eyes before going back to my seat.

Lesson went quicker than usual but it was probably because Julian didn’t bug me once. I got up from my seat and started making my way to the door once the bell had rang. Just as I was about to exit someone grabbed hold of my arm and pulled me back. I turned around to see Julian standing there smiling.

“So you have a crush on me do you?”Julian asked blushing. Wait blushing??

“Look, please leave me alone, I didn’t want grace knowing this let alone the whole class, please just forget about it”I said turning around about to leave the room.

“But I don’t want to forget about it.”he said quietly but loud enough for me to hear.

“What?”I asked confused before turning around to face him again.

“I don’t want to forget about it. All these years I have annoyed you to get your attention and now I know you like me. I’ve tried so hard for this so I’m not forgetting it”He said. What he did all that on purpose?

“Wait what are you saying? You annoyed me all these years just to get my attention?”I asked. Julian nodded.

“Yes, Look Sabrina I’ve liked you for a long time now and you didn’t seem to notice me so I thought the only way to get you to notice me was if I annoyed you. I guess my plan worked because you surely did notice me”He winked at me causing me to roll my eyes at him.

“Any ways”He said stepping closer to me and entwining his fingers with mine “Since we both like each other would you be my girlfriend?” I breathed in. Never in this lifetime did I think I would ever hear those words come from Julian Jonathan.

I thought about it for a moment before looking back at him and saying “Yes” He smiled before pulling me closer and pressed his lips on mine.

“C’mon lets get out of here” he mumbled breaking the kiss. He grabbed my hand and ran quickly to his car in the parking lot outside of the school building. I climbed into the passenger seat and buckled myself in all while thinking that what was currently happening was insane. Never would I have guessed I would be in Julian’s car about to spend the afternoon with him. Maybe we'll go to starbucks? or maybe burger king? i really don't know, and I don't even care. I just need to enjoy this moment

What a change this day was turning out to be…

Song: FEEL THIS MOMENT - BANTENG BOTAK FT CHRISTINAA

ONE SHOT KE DUA! yang pertama dicuri(?) tetangga gue bernama angie

THIS IS IT GUYS! A ONE-SHOT FOR MY SISTER! SABRINA ANGELINAAAAA :*

THE NEW STUDENT

I seriously hate P.E. so I’m just gonna sit on this leg curl machine for the whole period. At least there playing good music today. Bit of krewella! Thats what I’m talkin about, at least this school is learning good music. The whole period I’m sitting here jamming to the music when a cute tall guy, black hair didn’t get to see his face but he walked over to the weight area. Funny he actually kinda looks like my boyfriend from behind but that’s impossible because my boyfriend is in Manchester, playing soccer there. I’m dating Julian Jonathan, i guess you could say I’m that average jane who captured his eye and heart. Haha. But nah, that couldn’t be him. I talked to him this morning last he told me he’s still in europe. I brushed it off and went back to jamming. When suddenly someone comes over by me I don’t bother looking up, but there was something about the way he talked. “Hey I was wondering if I could you this machine perhaps after you’re done.” I heard his strange yet very american accent. I looked up and I couldn’t believe my eyes. I saw my man standing there with the biggest smile on his face. “Hi baby!” I hopped off the machine and hugged him like i was never going to see him again. "Julian what are you doing here?” I asked excitedly. He shushed me fixed his gym shirt, cleared his throat and spoke in his american accent, “I’m Fred! I’m from Seattle. Yeeeah seattle! whass goin on!” I laughed and hit his arm. “Someone is gonna recognize you.” Just when I said that my gym teacher creeped up behind, “Alright Sabrina pick up the tempo on that leg machine will ya. And you sir, Are you even in this gym period?” Julian looks at me, then back at Mr.Nicky , “Yeah, I’m new this year. Today is my first day.” I wanted to laugh so hard but I couldn’t i tried to keep it together. Mr.Nicky looked at me then back at Niall, “Well I suppose i’ll see you here on my roster, dressed and ready to go mr?” ” Fred. My name is Fred, sir.”Julian stuck his hand out and shook mr.Nicky's hand. “Welcome to Rocket Rockport” Julian have mr.Nicky a assuring nod. “Thank you,” mr.Nicky walked away and Julian turned back to me. “Did you seriously just get out of that? Now what’s gonna happen when tomorrow comes and you’re not dressed on his roster or even here?” I laugh. Julian laughs and shrugs, “Don’t worry about that now.” I shake my head, “Alright clean it up and go get changed.” Mr.Nicky yelled. I got off the leg machine and started walking towards the locker room. We finally get to the girls locker room and no one noticed him… i finally turn to Julian, “You can’t come in here with me so meet me in the main gym, you know how to get there, right?” Julian nods and we share a quick kiss before i head in the locker room get change. When i walk out i see Julian on his phone hiding his face and i see a group of girls huddled in a circle whispering and pointing over to julian. I quickly walk over to julian and grab his hand. He looks at our intertwined fingers and smiles. He leans into kiss me when i move back, “I think you’ve been spotted” i whisper pointing to the group of girls looking at us. “Shit” he mumbles. I begin laughing. Suddenly Julian notices the girls coming towards us, he quickly grabs my hand and the bell rings and we basically run out of the gym and down the hall and get lost in a swarm of students walking during the passing period. “This should be fun.” I joke. julian puts his arm around me, “Where to next babe?” I waited a second to tell him cause I knew this was gonna be good. “Lunch.” Julian quickly looks at me. “damnit! So much for trynna be a normal teenager.” We both laugh and head into the lunch room where niall is recognized by almost every girl in the place. I laugh as I see Julian posing for pictures and signing autographs. He looks over at me and gives me a wink and a smile Gosh i love this boy.


xoxo,
YOLO STAY YOUNG MAH BITCHES